Hold on

Funny thing about relationships , at first it is all rainbows and flowers , but the more u get to know eachother it gets harder to let go, and by letting go i mean giving the other half the space that she or he needs , to go out with friends, no matter if its a boy or girl...

But i guess u have to find a way to trust, even though you might have bad experiences from other relationships, maybe someone cheated on you.. or something like that..

When you love some one so much, u begin to care so much, and u are afraid that she or he will broke your heart..

I actually have some bad experiences about my former relationship, so i had a crush on this girl, and it was fun and i began to like her even more that i knew, but then something bad happened, she didnt spoke to me for a while, and soon some one said to me that she cheated, i guess my heart stopped for a while or at least it felt like it....  so before i knew that i she cheated on me , i was supposed to stay the night at her place, but i knew something was wrong, and i barely said a word to her and i went to my car and started driving back to home, and i felt it again my heart was bounding so fast and it was so painful, that i had to stop on a bus stop , to cry, so there i was grown man sitting in my car and crying a river...

but i guess u have to let something go in order to get something better in life.. maybe a better love , or even a right love....

See ya someday! ....

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